Going through dark / Sad Days ? ( Testimony 2 )
He LIFTED me OUT of the slimy pit , out of the mud and mire ; he set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand .
When going through a hard situation , it's so easy to feel hopeless .. oh yeah , I felt so hopeless 1 year ago .. especially when the verdict came from the court that we are going to loose our house , when everything and everyone in my life was falling apart ...
I literally stood there like a zombie , not knowing what to think , not knowing what to feel .. I felt life was so unfair to me .. I was not sure how I was supposed to feel.
I had no idea that within 3 weeks of this , I was going to meet God , I didn't know God was going to change me whole being. Well , that's why it's written , His thoughts are higher than mine , his ways are higher than mine , I could be thinking something totally different than what god has for me.
3 Weeks before my encounter with God ✨⚡
I somehow knew only God can help us now.. so I turned to Jesus and was like.. Please show me the truth..so I can do something .
There is a big reason why I asked this to Abba , well you see , my dad is a Roman Catholic and my mom a Pentecostal . So throughout my life , I was very confused with what is the truth.. and I wanted to please both my parents .. so I did all that I could.
Again it's written ,
Obviously, I’m not trying to win the approval of people, but of God. If pleasing people were my goal, I would not be Christ’s servant.
Galatians 1:10 NLT
BUT THOSE DAYS I WAS TRYING TO WIN THE APPROVAL OF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS 😥😔😔😔 😭 I was living a lie.. I didn't know who I truly was.. it was horrible.
So I chose my question really well , I just asked , Lord just lead me to truth , and then I started fasting for the first time in my life .. in the first week I didn't hear from God at all , then as I was watching a sermon by Derek prince... I had this feeling regarding generational curses and something about the ornaments and all.. and I felt so so so strongly to remove all ornaments from my body , remove all idols from my room . Idols of Jesus itself.. it is written , Do not make idols ..in the Bible too ryt .
After that one more week went by , this was a hot afternoon , when I was sitting in the balcony singing praises to god , the song which was playing was Reckless love by Cory Asbury .. I literally had my Bible at Luke 15 . Wow , God's spirit entered me ... What just happened .. I was having a conversation with Jesus.. oh my , and God showed me so many things.. ( I will go into details , next post 🙈🔥)
So basically after this encounter , God showed me the truth . God showed me what I'm supposed to do . God changed me .. from that fake me to real me .. god did had to strip off so many bad things from me.. even now god is disciplining me , haha ikrr ( Hebrews 12 )
But Abba took me out of that darkness , from depression and addictions .. he gave me a new heart , a new love for God , a new identity , cause my old identity had passed away.
So friends if you are going through hard days , know this , ( Ecclesiastes 3 .. there is a time for everything .. ) All this pain and suffering will be gone.. just pray to God. Pray to Jesus 🙇♀️ , and he will answer you.. it is written , seek and you shall find ryt.. so don't hold back today.. You are royalty , you can ask Jesus anything .. he is your father.
Thank you so much for reading yet another testimony.🥰🔥